A Letter to My Unborn Babies

I’m not going to lie.  Sitting down to write this letter was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do in my life.  Dealing with the loss of two babies in the same year destroyed me.  I feel like I lost a huge part of myself and my heart aches whenever I …

“The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched.  They must be felt with the heart.” -Helen Keller

My heart aches.  We lost you little one. You were 8 weeks old and I started to have complications.  We went to the doctor and they did an ultrasound.  We could see you but could not detect a heartbeat.  The doctor said that based off your size you were only 6 weeks and chances are …

7 Weeks Pregnant

I'm writing this post from my sister's (Aunt Allisyn's) apartment in New York City 🙂 I took a redeye and arrived here early this morning.  Your Aunt Lauryn is taking a bus today to come hang out too, I can't wait!  On Sunday we are running a half marathon in central park.  It's about 60 …

Another Just Because

Hi Peanut! I'm so excited! I made my first pregnancy purchase today, a little journal to take notes/write all my questions in and a pair of booties!  I thought the booties were pretty cute and I think I might use them during our pregnancy announcement photo shoot with your Aunt Lauryn (she agreed to take …

5 Weeks Pregnant

I have been reading lots of pregnancy blogs lately and I thought this was a really neat idea.  I know that I won't be organized enough to do this every week but I will definitely post updates when I have the time 🙂 To my little peanut- Your Dad and I can't stop talking about …

The Day I Found Out!!

It's November 24th 2015 5:21 am.  I can't sleep because I am SO excited- It happened! We are having a baby!!!!!! 🙂 Here's the story: On Friday of last week your Dad and I drove up to Spokane to spend the Thanksgiving holiday with The Johnsons.  We took an entire week off of work to enjoy …