A Letter to My Unborn Babies

I’m not going to lie.  Sitting down to write this letter was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do in my life.  Dealing with the loss of two babies in the same year destroyed me.  I feel like I lost a huge part of myself and my heart aches whenever I …

Tough Times and Staying Strong

My heart hurts.  I am having a second miscarriage.  I'm shocked that is happening again.  My immediate reaction was sadness of course, but this time around I also felt angry.  I'm angry that I have to suffer through this again.  I'm angry that everyone around me appears to be having babies with no problems at …

8 Weeks Pregnant

Hi! Guess what? According to my calculations I am 8 weeks pregnant! I am beyond excited and feeling great! We still haven’t told anyone but have plans to fly home June 10th, just a little after the 12 week mark, to tell my family in person.  I CAN’T wait. After that is Father’s Day weekend and I think …

6 Weeks Pregnant

Hello Hello!  I'm writing this post from the Denver airport.  I'm traveling to Columbus, OH where I have a job interview.  I'm really excited about this one.  The job is awesome and I did really well on the phone interview.  I'm hoping for a great interview tomorrow and hopefully an offer not too long after …

It’s Baby Time!

Yay! I'm pregnant again 🙂  Baby J- you are on your way and I am beyond excited.  Last Sunday I just felt a little different.  I decided to take a pregnancy test and there was only a very light pink line.  I decided not to get too excited but to try another test after a couple …