It’s Baby Time!

Yay! I’m pregnant again 🙂  Baby J- you are on your way and I am beyond excited.  Last Sunday I just felt a little different.  I decided to take a pregnancy test and there was only a very light pink line.  I decided not to get too excited but to try another test after a couple of days have passed.  I took a second test on Tuesday morning and I was most definitely pregnant.

My heart is filled with joy.  Your Dad gets home from his trip to Hungary tonight and I’m trying to think up a fun way to tell him.  I’ll take pictures and write a post about it when the time comes.  But for right now I am the only one in the whole world that knows.  It’s pretty fun and I spend a lot of my free time thinking about it.  After what happened with pregnancy #1, I think your Dad and I will wait until we are in the clear to tell our family and close friends.  I also want to tell everyone in person, no matter how long I have to wait.

I am so grateful for the opportunity to bear a child.  I understand completely how difficult it can be to get pregnant and I am much more aware that having a baby is not all fun and games like society wants you to believe.  There are a lot of women out there, including myself, that lose their children before they are born.  It’s a hush hush topic and I found it incredibly difficult to cope with the situation because I felt as though no one understood what I was going through.  The past three months have been very difficult for your Dad and I.  It wasn’t until the beginning of April until I started to feel like myself again.  I gave my body and emotions enough time to heal before even thinking about trying again.

We officially started trying in March, so it only took two months this time around.  I am constantly praying and hoping for the best Baby J.  I’m sending positive healthy baby vibes your way and I’m rooting for you every second.  I am more than ready to be a mama and I know for sure that Aaron will be the best Dad there is.  I love you with all my heart and I am so excited to enjoy each and every day knowing that you are growing and developing in my tummy.  I can’t wait to tell your Dad- he’s going to be SO happy!


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