Yay! I’m pregnant again 🙂 Baby J- you are on your way and I am beyond excited. Last Sunday I just felt a little different. I decided to take a pregnancy test and there was only a very light pink line. I decided not to get too excited but to try another test after a couple of days have passed. I took a second test on Tuesday morning and I was most definitely pregnant.
My heart is filled with joy. Your Dad gets home from his trip to Hungary tonight and I’m trying to think up a fun way to tell him. I’ll take pictures and write a post about it when the time comes. But for right now I am the only one in the whole world that knows. It’s pretty fun and I spend a lot of my free time thinking about it. After what happened with pregnancy #1, I think your Dad and I will wait until we are in the clear to tell our family and close friends. I also want to tell everyone in person, no matter how long I have to wait.
I am so grateful for the opportunity to bear a child. I understand completely how difficult it can be to get pregnant and I am much more aware that having a baby is not all fun and games like society wants you to believe. There are a lot of women out there, including myself, that lose their children before they are born. It’s a hush hush topic and I found it incredibly difficult to cope with the situation because I felt as though no one understood what I was going through. The past three months have been very difficult for your Dad and I. It wasn’t until the beginning of April until I started to feel like myself again. I gave my body and emotions enough time to heal before even thinking about trying again.
We officially started trying in March, so it only took two months this time around. I am constantly praying and hoping for the best Baby J. I’m sending positive healthy baby vibes your way and I’m rooting for you every second. I am more than ready to be a mama and I know for sure that Aaron will be the best Dad there is. I love you with all my heart and I am so excited to enjoy each and every day knowing that you are growing and developing in my tummy. I can’t wait to tell your Dad- he’s going to be SO happy!