My heart aches. We lost you little one.
You were 8 weeks old and I started to have complications. We went to the doctor and they did an ultrasound. We could see you but could not detect a heartbeat. The doctor said that based off your size you were only 6 weeks and chances are something was not developing right. She said this is the body’s natural way of handling a pregnancy that was bound to have complications. I know that God has a plan but I am devastated.
I feel like I am losing a part of myself that I loved very much. All the excitement and joy that we felt over the last 8 weeks was all because of you. You brought smiles to our faces and lit up our life. I want to thank you for everything. You changed me and I am so grateful for the time I was able to spend with you, even though it ended way too soon.
I now understand how important it is to live life in the moment. I feel like I will be able to sit back and enjoy the ride more now than ever before. I am in no hurry to figure out the next step or decide if we want to try again to start a family. This holiday season I want to enjoy every second I can with my family and friends and thank God for all that I have.
Your Dad and I loved you more than you could ever imagine Little One. I am grateful that the first thing you will see when you open your little eyes is heaven. Please watch over us and keep us safe.
Mom and Dad